| You and I. |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|03:42 am] |
Till death do us part. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|09:54 pm] |
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| OMO! |
[Sep. 1st, 2009|11:18 pm] |
YAYYYYYY!
Read on OMTD that JYP may bring 2pm over to Singapore next year, early next year.
Im really hoping they'll come in Jan so that i can see them.
I need to see themmmmmmm!!!! KHUN! CHANSUNG! WOOYOUNG! TAEC! JAEBUM!!!!!!
Not that i dont give no lovin' to the jun brothers. but i prefer the named above. heh.
my beasty boys.
come to momma!!!!!! |
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| Who you calling? |
[Apr. 24th, 2009|10:38 pm] |
All my life, i've tried not to lie.
What goes around comes around. I know that. I hope it happens.
Because i've not done anything against my conscience, my words, my actions.
So if you think im a liar, go well ahead and think im one.
I hate being called a liar, especially when things passed around are not said/done by me.
Sometimes, you just wonder, how true are they to you.
This is pissing off. Urgh. |
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| As said before. |
[Mar. 23rd, 2009|02:46 am] |
The tongue is a very powerful thing.
It can bring about happiness, it can also bring about hurtings.
Today, it brought about shock, anger and also, comfort.
When asked point blank whether i've said stuff behind your back and all. Naturally, i would step up to defend myself. Who wants to be standing in the bad light. But now, after thinking through. I owe you an apology. Because indeed, i've said stuff behind your back without thinking. I've let the tongue control my emotions and i've said stuff that caused rumours and more rumours.
To M:
I know you said you dont care, you dont bear grudges, i doubt it. Im typing all these out because i know you wont want to listen to me say it verbally. But i'll still do it anyways. I dont know since when we started drifting. All i knew was in sec 2/3, we were close. I rmbr the time you were hurt by backstabbings, i told myself never to do that to my friends.
Contradicting, yes. I admit i am contradicting myself by saying i dont backstab. If i can help it. I dont. But sometimes, it just comes out like that. Verbal vomit those chick flicks would call it. I dont deny. I dont hide. I dont backstab when i can help it.
You want to know what i've said before to others about you (what i can rmbr vividly), hear it from me. Dont go hearing from people who thinks they know me so well and bomb everything on me, saying that i say hurtful stuff that caused you to dislike me.
1. You put your other half above friends. Thats my impression of you, since the time you got together with B. Soon after, another B. I told you time and time again, not to look B up, but you didnt listen at all, you still went to B's place to look for him even though you were that tired from school. Then came along 1/2 more. Now, you've found T. At first, i didnt think you two would last. I didnt think you would have liked him because he seemed so different. From the rest. But you proved me wrong. He's sweet. He's different fromt the others i must say. He mingles. He doesn't keep you to himself. Im happy for you.
2. I didnt really like your tattoo. I told people when they commented on what a big tattoo you have. Its your decision that you wanted to get a huge tattoo. I've got no say in that. You say you like those masks, i've got no say in that. But i've told ppl that i think its too big, and i dunno whether you may, but if i were you, i'd regret it cus i would want smth meaningful to be placed permanently on my body.
3. You've changed. From secondary to now. Last time you were little miss sunshine. But now you've gone all little miss anna sui. haha. i dunno. with all the eyeliner, lashes... but you've changed alot since secondary school. Maybe thats why we've drifted. i dunno.
These 3 are what i know i've said before. Things that i will always rmbr saying.
I've lost one friend in the process of talking behind each others back. Do you think i wanna lose you too? After these many years we've been friends, you'd rather believe others that you just got get closer within this past year?
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Whatever it is. Im actually quite glad we played this game. Without this game, i would never have known what was happening. I would never have found out what i found out today.
The decision in keeping this friendship is yours to decide.
Friends matters to me. However, today, i also found out that friendships do not matter to some. People change, i try not to change. I dont know how well/bad im keeping at it. But im always trying.. |
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| Now now... |
[Mar. 11th, 2009|05:59 pm] |
Well now.
She seems to be on a mode that says "PISS WENDYL OFF"
Seriously. What is up in her brain man.
WENDYL. says:
Hi Jess, the vid HAS to be 1min or less to be uploaded onto the portal. It is said in Irene's email to all of us. Please take a look and get back to me here.
Jessica - Anyone wants to buy iphone or itouch screen protector? I'm selling~ says:
oh.
yes boss.
Sarcasm you smell? WTH. Burn in hell woman. You deserve a place there.
HEAR HEAR PPL. |
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| SCREW YOU BIATCH. |
[Mar. 9th, 2009|12:54 am] |
WENDYL. says:
jess.
tml can you bring your yarns so we can do the catalogs.
and right
for the video
you said you're going to cut it down.
can cut it down to about 1 min. or 1.3 mins. cus i need to upload for our dip show thing
can do it by tonight in case tml irene wants it?
Jessica - The flower which is always smiling at the sun. Himawari. says:
cant do. im gonna sleep
its too late a notice
you should know about the late notice means no handup practice from me. so yup
WENDYL. says:
ya. fine by me. cus its irene who wants it. im just getting it for her. just bring the yarns for the catalog then
Jessica - The flower which is always smiling at the sun. Himawari. says:
sure. if thats how you talk then good luck dude. your attitude sucks.
get real. if you want something, ask properly
dont boss me
you dont own me dumbass
WENDYL. says:
ya whatever jess.
i asked you properly before you started saying no way all that.
Jessica - The flower which is always smiling at the sun. Himawari. says:
surely. you talked like you are bossing me in case you didnt realise. sorry i didnt correct you during fyp cause i was just trying to hold it till everything's over. now that things are done, really i like to tell you, you werent very pleasant during fyp so if you like to ask anything from me, do revise your attitude now c
continue talking to me cause it will only make you look more childish.
I REPLIED: i'm so glad everything's coming to an end
i'm not going to stoop to your level
by hurling vulgarities and insults
we're doing the catalog tmrw and that is all i've got to say
good night and God Bless You.
IM PUTTING THIS FOR THE WORLD TO SEE YOU FREAKING POT.
SERIOUSLY. AN EXAMPLE OF THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK.
OMG. DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE NO BRAINS? OR DO YOU, JUST THAT ITS THAT PUNY AND ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS YOURSELF?
SELF-OBSESSED MAN.
CALLING ME DUDE? HELLO, HIP HOP YO NOW?
ITS ANNOYING AND PLAIN DUMB TO THINK THAT EVERYONE LOVES AND ADORES YOUR WORDS. YOUR MINDLESS WORDS, MIND YOU.
GO TO HELL. BURN IN HELL YOU DUCK.
STOP WADDLING AND THINKING THAT YOUR THAT CUTE LIKE YOUR STUPID TOY.
GROW UP PLEASE.
JESSICA GOH.
WATCH YOUR MOUTH. CRAP GOES IN. CRAP COMES OUT. WHAT AN AMAZING FINDING. |
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| MK. |
[Jan. 15th, 2009|11:02 pm] |
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its only January and im drained to the core.
have been re-reading one senior's blog... she was only complaining of being exhausted when February came!
gosh, so why am i complaining when its only jan? :(
im quite glad i didnt put all my eggs in one basket.
if not i'll be made a fool.
i really need motivation to get my ppts done right.
b to the boo.
i miss mei mei.
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| Ever. |
[Jan. 11th, 2009|05:45 pm] |
Since its not confirmed.
Dont tell me anything.
Get my hopes high, and then drop me down to the bottomless pit.
I hate it.
I hate all of it.
URGH.
Stop making me happy when its not ever gonna happen.
I hate this separation. |
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| 1st Week. |
[Jan. 9th, 2009|12:22 pm] |
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This week's gone past quite quickly, and today's Friday already.
With this speed, Graduation would come really quickly.
After going back to school, i realised, i dont want to leave school.
But i want to leave this course. Tedious and tiring. I dont like what im doing now.
What im kinda interested is what Heidi's doing in The Hills, or maybe Whitney from The City.
But what,they'are "celebs", glamorous jobs are given to them, easy jobs right? :(
But i kinda like the idea of managing events. after the whole thing, the feeling of accomplishment. yes please.
Wilbur told me something last night that's making me look forward to very much.
Mummy and Winoa's coming back to Singapore :D
For good.
Only Papa and Wilbur will be staying in Abu Dhabi, as wilbur does not want to come back for Chinese. I guess wilbur can really put this overseas studying to good use. :)
So proud of him for making this decision.
I cant wait for mei mei to come back. hopefully her accent wont be gone when she stays in Singapore. I love mei mei the way she is now, with her dunno-come-from-where-american-accent-that-we-derrive-from-watching-CN-and-Nick-too-much. I really cant wait for mummy to come back too :D Im soooo happy!
Gotta start doing project today. slacked the whole of yesterday, no good no good...
I cant wait to graduate, i cant wait to go Abu Dhabi, I cant wait to find a new job, I cant wait for mummy and winoa to come home.
yay. |
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| FROLICK!!!! |
[Jul. 14th, 2008|06:57 pm] |
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
FROLICK ACTUALLY CALLED.
:(
IM SAD NOW.
I SHOULD HAVE WAITED FOR A DAY BEFORE AGREEING TO WORKING AT BOOST.
GAHHHH.
I FEEL STUPID NOW.
BUT THEN AGAIN, B GAVE ME REASONS AS TO WHY I SHOULD WORK AT BOOST RATHER THAN FROLICK.
BUT!!!!!! FROLICK!!!!! :(
MY DEAR FROLICK,
PLEASE WAIT FOR ME. IM COMING TO GET YOU IN TWO DAYS. WITH CHIGGA.
YUMMMMMS.
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| RANDOM. |
[May. 29th, 2008|11:44 pm] |
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Soooo.
Today was kinda random. Or should i say, very random.
Woke up after sleeping for 9hours (sy counted) still feeling grogy.
Went online to check stuff online and got bored.
Supposed to go Haji Lane shopping/Harrys drinking, all didn't go as planned.
So change of plans. Ended up at AMK Hub for shopping and Bishan Park for blading.
Brought the camera. But didn't take any pics except for sy eating the very huge burger from NYNY.
MY GOSH.
The burger doesn't look all too big in the picture. But it was REALLY HUGE.
Like. Everyone. Was. Staring. - kind of big....
I kinda liked how things ended today. :)
So.. That's my day.
And now, i forgot all about my piano theory. Gotta rush it out by tomorrow morning.
BYE BYE TO SLEEP NOW. :( |
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| what for? |
[May. 12th, 2008|11:14 pm] |
i miss the family.
i miss mummy badly.
i miss winoa badly.
:(
8th. came. left footprints. gone. without a word.
whats with people leaving without saying a word?
dont they know its hurting?
clams again. no more picnics with bread and jellybeans.
11th. nearing the edge.
12th. today. reached. dripping. what for?
bird out of the cage please. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2007|08:42 pm] |
Marketing = Butt-to-Butt Deadlines = Pfffftttt
many a times, SOMETIMES.
Erase memories.
Dont fill up the blanks.
To the black and whites of life. sweeeeet.
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| drain, draining, drained. |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|01:25 am] |
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i seriously feel drained to the point of not being able to lift my fingers from the keyboard to type but to slide my fingers across the board.
IM SO TIRED! :( booo. i hate having heavy modules. i kinda hate block teaching, yet love block teaching.
BOOOOO.
the only thing that perks me up is the end of this block where im gna chiong for double work and get $$ and go taiwan to look for xiao zhu's shop and eat and shop some more.
but i only hope that the clothes there will not be only winter clothings. OH PLEASEEEEE dont let it only be winter clothing. have to ask people who have been to tw before confirming the trip!
and 1st dec! XIAO ZHU'S CONCERT! yay.
i cant wait to see him. forum says cant bring camera in. then how to take photos? :(
im gna go buy his new album in a few days time. hope. there's. stocks.
words today. too tired to upload pics. BOO.
i hate wordy entries. so i'll just add one. haha.
TODAY IS A GOOD DAY! i love xiao zhu. :) yay. |
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| helllluuuuu again |
[Oct. 19th, 2007|08:25 pm] |
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i need retail therapy.
anyways, although xmas' still two months away, it is good to be an early bird.
because.....
the early bird catches the worm.
( MY WISHLIST FOR XMAS. :DDDDDD ) |
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[Sep. 16th, 2007|04:25 pm] |
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have i said she's my fav. model?
hahahahaa.
im so bored now, supposed to go suntec with mumsie, but she's feeling tired.
so im at home.
preparing my portfolio for tomorrow's review, which im quite terrified thinking about it. :/
how many lecturers sitting in front of you, bombarding you with questions while you have 10mins to talk about your works. BAHHHHHHHH!
scary.
chigga wants to go shopping for clothes with her other chigga.
chigga wants to go eat gelare with billy.
chigga wants to go on tues and weds for partying.
chigga wants wants wants.
well then, S-H-I-T. |
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